CT, goodmorning.
Of course it is early and I just want to sit here and reflect the last week. It has probably been the most challenging week I have ever had in my life. The emotions just run rampid and then there is peace. It is the hardest thing to try and explain. You just want to run as hard as you can and then you just want to sit and just collapse.
I am planning on going back to work tomorrow and try to get on with some kind of a routine and get back to working out. I know Mike would want me to do so. Everything is just so so hard. I made a trip to Wal-Mart just for my green teas and what an emotional trip. We just did so many things together, even though Mike worked so hard.
It is stormy and rainy outside and this morning was very tough and emotional for Blair. We talked around 4 am and his electricity had gone off. I am sure we will have many times like this. The business part of this is tough but too, we will make it through. Just having to be patient is so hard on a family that is not too patient. It is amazing what I am having to learn daily and how I am having to learn to change. Please keep me in your prayers, as I know you will.
Love to all,
Eletia