Good evening to all of you.

It too has been an extremely hard weekend for me. The weekends are the worst. I am having to work from 8-6 last week and this week at work. I wake up around 4 or so, so I go ahead and get ready for work and drink me a cup of coffee and then nothing else to do, so I just go ahead and go on to work about 630 or so and that is a long long day. But atleast my mind is busy for 12 hours or so. I had to work Sat morning, went in at 6 and left at 10. I almost whipped so ass before I left. Boy, she sure better be glad I didnt take all my flustrations out on her. I have got the house up for sale. It would be next to impossible for me to keep. Besides it was mine and Mikes dream house and just that!! So why should I stay there, even if I could. The kids all have nice homes and I plan on staying with each of them for a while. I hope it sales real real soon. I have a friend that has it list for me. The pickup or car one, or both are up for sale also. Which ever one goes first, I will keep the other. I also hope it goes real soon. The insurance said it would be another two to three weeks before I know anything and as you all kn0w, bills just go on and on and on. Oh well, do the best I can and to heck with them all. Things are just things.
I have check on the head stone and can get it at Browns for Mikes cost and then talked to Slaton and they can set it for me. I will have to wait a little while to do this, but the headstone is the first item on my agenda. I think I know what I want on it.
I know Maw that all is so hard for you too. I just wonder sometimes why I have lost so so many loved ones so so young.
The kids are all so good to me and I love them dearly. Blair, Jay, Jared, Betsy, April and Zac are the best kids a person could have. I hope they dont get too tired of me.

Hope to see all you guys real soon. Love Eletia