Hey Family
Where is everyone??Have you all crawled off to your cave to lick your wounds and heal??That is all I feel like doing. It has been 3 weeks today since Mike left us and 4 months yesterday since
J W left. Time seems to be just standing still. I am not sure what I am suppose to be doing, thinking or saying? I feel like I have been through a war or run over by a semi truck. Everyone tells me it will get better but I don't know at this point.
We got a little rain today which we needed very badly. Things have been slow at the office so that does not help either. As long as I am busy, it helps. My van is in the shop. The window on the driver side would not roll up and of course it was the motor so Gilbert had to order one. Proably be 300 or 400 dollars. Anyway I am driving the pickup right now. Went to the cemetery Sat and the old flowers had been cleared off so I came back to town and fixed up a big basket of flowers and Kittie went back out there with me to put them out. She made a pic to email to Blair but has not been able to find her software to load the program on her new computer abd it won't work on her old one---maybe coming soon. Mixed up Round-up in the sprayer and sprayed weeds in the backyard. Ryan bagged up 8 big bags of leaves but there is still plenty more to do. Everyone is on my mind and in my prayers and I love my fasmily so much. I realize this is so hard on all. Love, Maw