Hey Family
This weekend has been really hard for me. I can't speak for everyone else, we all hurt in our own personal ways. I guess it always sounds fake for someone to say they know how we feel. No one knows how you feel except YOU. All I know is that my heart is broken and will never heal. I am pulled in so many different directions at the same time.

It was good to talk to Jared yesterday. Eletia, sorry you could not talk but that's okay. I love you and pray for you all the time. If there is ever anything I can do, please let me know. Only you knows what is racing through your mind right now and only you knows what feels right for you. I'm sure you are totally lost right now. I am so sorry!!!!!!!!!! Of course all the kids are on my mind as well, that goes unsaid.

Maggie, Kraig, Boston and Maddie were at Kittie and Gary's yesterday. I went by a few minutes to check out Maddie. They were having a birthday party for Montana and I wanted to leave before her party started.Maddie is just so cute and still tiny. To me she looks like Boston when he was little and also looks like Kraig. Guess she just looks like herself.

Jill came by yesterday campaigning for her race for Mayor. She said Stormy wanted to come over today to have me "fix" her Little Pony dress and play with my toys. I will look forward to that.Talked to Gary and Susan yesterday afternoon and Gary had been working on his fence. Seems their dogs had been getting out so time for repairs. They ask me over for supper with them and the Henry's but I opted to stay home. I am not very good company right now.

Got to find something to do today to stay busy so just know, everyone, Eletia, Blair, Jared, April, Gary Lee and Kittie, you are all in my thoughts right now.
Love
Maw